Are there cockatoos on the island
“The Art of letting go”
36.5cm x 54.5cm
Watercolor on paper. Painted in 2023
A friend of mine gifted me a new pan of Kissho Gansai’s Hana Byakuroku pigment, which has a lot of opacity and vibrancy due to its white color. I decided to pair it with some pyrrol orange and lemon yellow to create a subtle expression. Despite the fact that the colors I chose are generally very vibrant, I toned down the end result to reflect my feelings during this period of time. As I approached the end of a long, dark tunnel in my life, my bird’s cancer left a tinge of sadness and concern in everything. Despite this, I continue to find inspiration in Nihonga, and I pay tribute to it through the subtle treatment of paint and the mirage of the image.
“A glimpse”
35.5cm x 52.5cm
Watercolor on paper. Painted in 2023
In this particular piece, I was inspired to explore the vast spectrum of pink and violet. The background was meticulously crafted with a blend of toned-down lemon yellow, violet, and cerulean blue to serve as an ideal undertone. For the top layer, I intentionally brought brown back to create a volumetric, soft glowing effect that added a hazy lighting quality to the painting. The placement of the cockatoo, positioned at a distance, evokes a sense of nostalgic memory.
No, they ain’t any.
Throughout the process of crafting this series, I found myself navigating a tumultuous period in my life. My beloved Quaker parrot, who had been a cherished companion for over two decades, was grappling with cancer, and I was simultaneously grappling with issues of career and financial stability. The profound emotional highs and lows that I experienced during this time stirred within me a heightened sense of compassion for the world and its complexities.
Intentionally incorporating layered colors in a more subdued manner in this series, while still preserving their inherent vibrancy, I sought to convey a deeper narrative about the ebb and flow of emotions, as well as the cyclical nature of life’s ups and downs.
The cockatoo, which I had previously employed as a symbol of inquisitive energy, continued to evolve and assumed a more ethereal and elusive form. My artistic focus shifted towards capturing atmospheric sensations, informed by my innate inclination to perceive things from a panoramic perspective, as well as my occasional sense of regret for past occurrences.
Process
This series embodies a high level of spontaneous creation, beginning with the application of an underlying shade across the entire surface. Utilizing my extensive experience working with various watercolor brands, I repeat the process with varying opacities and granulations of colors, allowing each layer to settle and naturally form textural irregularities. Finally, I meticulously examine the nuances and variations that arise from the composition, carefully responding to them and weaving them into the final piece. The result is a work of art that exudes a subtle yet captivating charm, revealing intricate and delicate details upon close inspection.